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When it comes to fear of abandonment, it doesn’t usually manifest in the form of clinginess, anxiety, or insecurity. Actually, most of the time it camoflages itself behind behaviors that ostensibly imitate love, fidelity, or even dependence. But in reality, these behaviors silently alter and mold the way you choose and exert affection, attention, and respect towards someone and even the degree and manner in which you tolerate them and their flaws. Read on and learn about the subtle ways the fear of abandonment influences your choices regarding your relationship right here.
You Choose Potential Over Reality
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You are attracted to those people who hold the potential to be truly amazing in the future, but only if you commit to changing and compromising on your core beliefs. It is because you find yourself emotionally invested in a person without being actually vulnerable with them when you only chase potential excellence.
You Stay Longer Than You Should
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Even when things aren’t working by any means and it is clear to both of you, you still choose to stay in your relationship. It is because the prospect of leaving is too daunting and hurts you far more than staying and remaining unhappy does. You are actually dreading having to face the emptiness that follows if you end up losing your partner. That is what keeps you from moving on, no matter how distraught or forlorn you are.
You Over-Give Early On
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You show up excessively and with exorbitant diligence from the commencement of your relationship. You strive to be emotionally, mentally, physically, and financially present for your partner. It might feel like love in the earlier stages, but it is actually a strategy on your part that perhaps if you give enough in your relationship, then perhaps your partner won’t leave you.
You Ignore Red Flags That Others See Clearly
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Friends and family members immediately notice the issues with your partner, but you persistently downplay and minimize them. It is because you don’t want to risk breaking your relationship apart by admitting the truth about your partner and the red flags they evince.
You Feel Anxious When Things Are Going Well
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You don’t always feel safe and secure when love is being accorded your way in a calm, consistent, and stable manner. Rather, it feels alien and uncomfortable to you. There is a part of you that desperately hopes that things will go wrong and lead to your relationship’s implosion.
You Confuse Intensity with Connection
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You are attracted to those people who make your life feel unpredictable and fill it with emotional highs and lows simply because they confuse it with real, genuine love. But usually, it is just the instability within you that is activating your innate aversion to attachment and commitment.
You Avoid Saying What You Really Need
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You don’t talk about what you truly need and desire within your relationship simply to avoid bringing conflict and chaos into it. Deep down in your heart, you are terrified of the possibility that you might push your partner away if you express your needs to them. So, you remain completely silent.
You Become Hyper-Aware of Their Mood
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You become profoundly attuned to your partner’s moods. Even the slightest change in their energy and tone sends you spiraling down into constant overthinking and analysis. You strive to adjust and shrink yourself and your behaviors to keep things peaceful between you and your partner, no matter how denigrating it might get for you.
You Apologize Even When You Have Done Nothing Wrong
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You start prioritizing the maintenance of peace in your relationship far more than being understood within it. This leads to you apologizing profusely to your partner, even for the mistakes that you didn’t commit. You would rather risk becoming the perennial scapegoat in your relationship than risk walking away from it.
You Feel Responsible for Making the Relationship Work
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You are the one who shoulders the entire emotional burden within your relationship. You strive to keep things intact within it, fix issues, and keep the connection alive. You do this because you don’t want to risk feeling like a failure if things go wrong and fall apart.
You Stay in “Almost Relationships”
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You are attracted to and end up investing deeply in those people who are emotionally distant and are far from being completely available. It feels safer to you than being fully vulnerable and seen by another person and possibly ending up being rejected by them.
You Struggle to Trust Consistency
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It starts feeling suspicious to you when a person is being steady, reliable, and consistent in their approach and conduct towards you. You have become more accustomed to disorganization. unpredictability, and uncertainty due to your lingering fear of abandonment, and that is why you feel uneasy.
You Fear Being “Too Much”
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You find yourself shrinking yourself and toning down your emotions, expectations, and even your entire personality. You believe that somehow you will drive your partner away if you show them your true, unfiltered self.
You Rush Emotional Intimacy
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You become the sort of person who opens up almost immediately and deeply to your partner, trying to establish that strong and sustainable bond that you so deeply covet. However, sometimes this compulsion isn’t driven by a desire for genuine connection but by urgency and impatience.
You Stay Attached to People Who Have Already Let You Go
You keep holding onto those people who have completely abandoned you emotionally and checked out of the relationship. You do this because by letting them go, you will be left behind, abandoned and unloved, something that you fear and abhor from the depths of your soul.
Final Thoughts
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It doesn’t mean that you are a weak person if you fear being abandoned by your partner. It simply means that your mind has adapted to the instances when it felt uncertain and unsafe in past relationships. What you should actually do is to move beyond these negative patterns and find a relationship that actually makes you feel secure, respected, and loved, one where you are accorded the emotional safety that you desire deeply unconditionally and freely.
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